I'm feeling sleepy now. I bet when I lie on my bed, I just can't fall asleep. Yesterday was like the "first day of school". Some of my subject's teacher change:( How sad. I prefer the old ones. I get to see my love(Felicia). We talked a lot. Beginning of the first period, 2 idiots hit me with newspaper by purpose! DM walk into my class suddenly. He didn't yelled at me for bringing sweet drinks to class:) Then check love's bag, found nothing. Love said he's against her. I think so too. After school, LONG JOHN for lunch! And lastly homey. As for today, love did not attend school because she was drenched. Poor me:( But it's ok it's ok at least I got someone to talk cock with:) Have to do self intro for GEOG. I so shy lo. When it's my turn I keep ask my friend go first. But I still go first. When I said my name is Ashley. My classmates shout :"SEAH" And everyone LOL. When my teacher asked what I did for June holiday... One of my classmate answered for me. She go jurong lo, find her boyfriend everyday lo. Then I LOL. Such a lovely class! That's all for today:) By the way, I downgrade my phone FOR A SHORT WHILE.
(I'm sick of waiting for your replies/messages... Can we message more???

It's 4am now. I am not even close to sleepy. A lot of things is running through my mind. I get moody very easily now. Hope you understand me. I admit I'm causing the arguement between us. I just want to protect myself. I don't want you to step over me. I respect you, so what about you? Muacks dear:-*



Lots of love,
ASHLEY
[Just gonna stand there and watch me burn. But that's alright because I like the way it hurts.]

So now you don't trust a word I said. I said I don't meant that way. You make it sound like as if I am lying. Why would I wanna lie? Seriously I don't even know why am I feeling so fucked up now. I really cannot explain how I feel. I don't want to type too much here. I don't want you to misunderstood again. I hate arguing with you. I feel like dying. It's been a bad day today. Pls forgive me and let me have a good sleep. OMG..............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................WHAT IS WRONG????????????????????????? Good night. I love you.
[Don't push too far.]

I'm back from Taiwan just yesterday:) Kinda don't feel like coming back... I don't like it there but at least when I'm there, there's nothing for me to worry about. School open next week! I miss school. I am so bored now. I am not in the mood to blog about "trip to Taiwan". My bf and I don't talk much. No love messages. No feelings at all. I really wish I don't have to be back here. I miss being in different hotel for 8 days. I think I should just play some games and search for movie(s) to watch later. HAO MEN AH!(so bored ah)

My life will suck without you

I won't be updating this space for a week. So to the ones reading this, do miss me:) I hope any girl out there don't mess with my bf. And I hope my bf won't mess with any bitches. This post will be wordy. I love typing. But I know readers hate reading wordy posts. I don't expect anyone to read this... EXCEPT: Algin Ng. Celestine Heng. Felicia Lee. Start from Felicia Lee, this school holiday is pulling us apart. Now we don't talk as much as we does. I miss you very much. You might be thinking "Aiya now got Algin and Celest, still need/miss me meh?" Yes I will always need/miss you. I know you the longest among 3. You know me better than them. 2 days ago was our 2 years 6 months. I thought we're meet up for neoprint. Guess I don't have the time, neither do you. I am glad that you said you will miss me when I change my pm. Really didn't expect that:) Can't wait to school reopen:) So can spend more time with you, draw and gossip/spot girl's panties/shorts together during art, giggle when HY talk cock and lastly had lunch after school:) I FEEL LIKE EATING FROLICK NOW! OREA TOPPING! Hehe:) Must eat with me again ok:)? Now Celestine Heng, pls help me look out see if he flirt! Also remind my silly to read the letters day by day not all at one shot... cannot finish up FA cookies(remind him to also drink plenty of water)... eat the lollipops I gave one per day! PLS HELP ME REMIND HIM, THANKS:) Don't over work k you. Though I know you love working. Spend some time thinking of me:) Preferred before you sleep:) So that I'll be the last person you thought of:) Hehe:) Usually when you quarrel with Kerry I'll console you now I'm not there for you I am sorry I can't do the consoling. Avoid all the silly arguements ok:) I don't want you to shed a single tear when I'm not around. Unless it's tears of joy:P Love you as much and and I won't forget to get you the nicest bag I spot k! Take good care of youself:)

Algin Ng Rui Xiang:
I've said this for a few times but I'm still saying this because I want this to get into your brain! Remember to read the letters day by day not all at one shot!!!! Cannot finish up FA cookies! Don't try to cheat me ok:( And everyday must eat one lollipop! Like that you won't forget me:) I really don't want you to forget me or don't miss me. Don't miss me=forget me. So pls ok MUST MISS ME ALL THE TIME. No matter how much fun I am having over there, you won't had the chance to escape from my heart/mind. You meant so dear to me... No I cannot lose you. Though sometimes I really wish I can dump you but at the end of the day I always realise I need you badly. It's not that I can't without you, or else I'll be dead by now. Is just that I don't want to live without you. No words can explain how I felt about you. You know I never like you to compare me with any of your ex. I love you not more than your mom but at least more than any of your ex. But since you said it's the fact that I'm just like them. Then maybe I think I have not done my job well. I've tried all ways to be your favourite girl... I'm actually that kind that hate spending money on bf. You're different. I find that there is a need to pamper you. I treat you like how you treat Nugget. You give him sweets, I give you sweets. He grr, you grr. Just like him hor??? Haha! I surely miss you and Nugget a lot. You both are the cutest pet I ever had. LOL. I would have type more if I had the time... But how much I type has the same meaning. Just wanna prove how much I love/miss you when I'm over there. I hope you appreciate all I have done for you. Take xtra care! Don't do things that disappoint me k. Love you most <3

^Favourite^
OMG I'm leaving SG on Tuesday to Taiwan for a week! I hate being apart with my silly:( I hope we won't drift:) I trust silly won't cheat on me:):):) Hehe shall delicate a post to my dearest silly tomorrow night??? Now shall blog about Saturday:) Bugis to shop for Celestine's high waist short. None suit her. So unfair:( Heng heng never thank me and Algin accompany her to shop! Only thank Kerry:(:(:( Heng heng should be sleeping now. I miss her much... Yay tomorrow meeting her for my "last" time before my Taiwan trip:'( One week without me to travel back with you... Don't stay over at Kerry's place too late k. Cab must careful, mrt must be extra careful. You had seen the amount of bangala watching WC at JP entrance!!! Haha! I keep imagine them chasing me! I surely run full speed! Hehe:) Back to the bugis part... We also went iluma for air-con. I swear it's fucking hot that day. Actually almost every day. And ate ice cream there. Cost 7$+. Pls the ice cream so so only lo! Don't know why so expensive! No maybe my mood wasn't that great at that moment??? Algin Ng didn't even take a bite............. (pissed with him) After eating ice cream-GP-Silly's house-Homey:) Ok that's my Saturday. Today, I receive a text from an unknown. I decided to share this here because I think it's too good:)// DID YOU KNOW: -Kissing is healthy. -Bananas are good for cramps. -Chicken soup actually makes you feel better. -It's true. Guys DO insult you if they like you. -Having someone rub your tummy when it hurts actually helps it. -89% of guys would love it want girls to make the first move. -Girls love it when when Guys hug them from behind the waist. -Chocolate makes you feel better. -Girls love it when guys let them wear their hoodie ir jacket. -Guys think its cute when you mess up. -A true friend never judge you. -There is only one guy who is worth your tears. -If you have a dream about someone, then that person went to sleep thinking about you. -More guys.... than girls will read this. Everyone likes surprises. // I copy word for word and cut the ending because some stupid chain message. I hate chain messages. It's stupid. It's wasting my time reading it. But this was a awesome one. I love this part so much!!!-Girls love it when when Guys hug them from behind the waist. I slap my thigh a few times and said out loud "this is SO true" while reading it. I love back hug!!!!! OMG I am hoping now silly would see this and probably do it to me tomorrow???????????? Hehe! Loads of pics. Nightsy x3 It's 4am now.

1st day of work for heng heng! 1st time being so sweet to her:)











So kiute wor:):):)




Celestine and I x3











Me myself and I.







Silly and I <3

Hi blogger. Class chalet was not bad:) Though there are lesser people attend. Not as wild as last year. But still it's ok la. Reached there at 7+. Did nothing much... Just walking in and out of the chalet. Eat... Snap pic... Movie at mid night! Watched karate kid! If you like IP MAN 2 you might also like karate kid:):):) I love both. I got to watch for free:) But have to pay for the pop corn and drinks:) After movie actually intended to head to some scary place for a walk but I didn't because my parents came to pick me up(fucking upset). Walk back to the chalet with one of my ex-classmate. Saw Felicia there:):):) SO FUCKING LONG DIDN'T SEE HER. We didn't even start a topic to talk, I got to go... I cried so badly. Slept at 6. Today my eyes look so puffy. Tonight must do something to it!!! Argue with my dad yesterday in the afternoon once, mommy keep covering my mouth. At night AGAIN. I have not even greet him today... Today afternoon argue with silly. WHAT THE FUCK. Tomorrow who wanna find fault with me??? Hope tomorrow can go out! Grr. Bye:)
[I tried so hard to keep this love alive...]

^He paid for my movie ticket!^

^3N2 girls:) They mistaken yesterday as national day! What a joke.^

^My "son" hide my phone in his pocket^


^We both look fat and short here. Yes we are. But she's taller.^

On progress of making "I LOVE LI MIN"
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Pictures with poor quality!