Hehe hi:) I feel happy today. But could be happier if I am able to meet my hun. Daddy won't allow. He says don't be too much... Ok ok I listen:) Anyway he's taking me out later with mommy!!! Hmm what should I get??? Shall see shall see:) So tired now:( But once I take a nap I will have difficulty waking up! This week, Tuesday hun was suppose to meet me at Tampines! But because of his STUPID excuse I must FORCE myself to his area! Lucky daddy and mommy wasn't that mad at me:) And today I got back progress report card! This morning my classmate just asked me if I am feeling scared. I said nope, I know I won't do well. My parents are understanding, even I don't do well they don't nag/scold as much other parent does:) Wonderful parents I got:) Hehe! I was shock when I receive my report card. Kinda happy with it I don't know why. Maybe because I didn't expect that. Got to buck up for my chinese! Fucking F9. And also my geo/ss!!! >10% My daddy say is like getting 0. Must study harder next month! So much pictures taken last Saturday:) Still got a few more in my baby crystal and Celestine's bloggy. Upload it soon:-P I AM FAT. I KNOW. MUST SLIM DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[Feeling uneasy again:) I am so wierd:)]

Oh my god! It's 7pm now and my hun is still sleeping like a log! This week silly have been very naughty! He make me wait a lot. He sleep like forever!!! Stupid idiot! I hope my silly wake up soon please:( I miss him fucking badly. Grr. And I bet most of the students is worrying about their holiday homework!!! Deadline: tomorrow! Right right right? Since you guys don't even bother doing earlier, why bother worrying now? Too much homework and no time is just a common excuse. I think I'll just copy all tomorrow or maybe do some later? Shall see, hehe:-p Update again with pics later:):):)
[Hun, don't do this to me!]
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I am feeling very upset now. Over my hun. I don't think he know unless he read this. But when will he read this? I think by then I have already forget about this. It's good that I forget things quickly. Because if I don't, when can I not be upset? Life suck. I know I always say that. The only time I don't is when I am happy. But it's the fact that some times relationship=problem. When you have someone you loved deeply and you feel that he don't love you the same. You 100% will be moody. And the next thing you do was you vent your anger on him. He might not even bother and worst he gets angry at you. Guys always win in a love match. NO MATTER WHAT. So a reminder to all girls out there not to love someone too deep knowing he's not going to do so. But I can't. I ALWAYS go crazy over my hun. Without him I can't carry on with a lot of things! And just today in the afternoon I answer this question. Will my love life affect my studies? I was given 5 choice. Never. Frequently. Sometimes. Always. I forget the last choice. I pick NEVER. Now I am thinking, how could can it possibly be NEVER? It does affect! Because I'm upset I don't feel like doing my homework and because of my hun I am upset. So it is affecting!!! My hun did nothing wrong. But I don't know why am I upset? Is not I don't care, I CARE TOO MUCH. Mommy just asked me if I am ok, I know I am not good at lying. She said because of him? I shook my head. She continue to ask... I am never upset about other things. I am not trying to prove this relationship is giving me problem. Because I am happy to have my hun. He do brings me joy. Though is lesser than he getting my eyes wet. I do not want to ask for much or expect too much. NOW MY HEART IS BREAKING!!!!!!! Hais... Blogger won't allow me to upload any pics! I think blogger sense I am upset and is upset too? Hehe":)" And lastly, I love my hun to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx!
[Next time round I won't show if I'm sad, I will act like I'm happy. And let me myself be hurt alone:)]

I suddenly feel like blogging? God knows why. I feel so fucking uneasy now. Why? I don't feel like going out anymore but I don't want to stay at home too! Why does my heart beats faster than usual? Am I crazy or what? Why am I pressing so hard on the keyboard and keep back space? I don't know I don't know I don't know. I think I am crazy.
[AM I MISSING YOU OR NOT?! SHOULD BE. HEHE.]

Have not update all-wrap-in-1 since 7 March. I got nothing much to update about either. Last saturday suck! Eye swollen. Spend my whole day at home:( Sad. Was suppose to meet silly instead! But never mind never mind:) At least monday and tuesday get to meet:) I suddenly forget what I want to say. Good bye my personal space! Update more soon:)
[Where do I stand your heart?:)]
Pictures taken some time ago!