Guys are just a bunch of liar. So stop being fooled.

I hope my dear love(Felicia) is fine now... At least not crying badly. My heart ache to know how upset you are... Because I know there is nothing anyone could do to heal the pain. Maybe time is the best medicine now. Cheer up and be the always smiling Felicia Lee I used to know:) Anyway I went to DG with love(Felicia) yesterday for a purpose. Still considering... It cost 570$. What the fuck, so fucking expensive! But the pay is at least 3 digit... So should take it or should leave it? Advice please!!! Mommy thinks I'm too young and think I should concentrate on my studies first. Daddy thinks that they might be cheating on young teenagers. So how??? I really am interested in it... But I am also a little afraid that I might be cheated! 570$ it's not a small sum to me! And worst, I am using my own savings:( Shall consider again tomorrow. So after DG, Cathay, PS, FEP and lastly back to Tampines 842. Met Choo Qilong a while. Didn't do much talking, nothing to talk either. And left after someone called love(Felicia). Spam my baby crystal with quite a number of pictures! Hehe:) Girls what, simply love taking pictures:) SO MANY PEOPLE GO WH YESTERDAY! ENVY MUCH! Never mind, next month our turn ok! Felicia? Hehe you should know what I am referring:) Oh shit. I just remember I got maths work to do! Shall copy tomorrow if I am unable to complete on time. Good bye! My baby nephew is waiting for me!
[I miss Paul Kanan. Wonder if he miss me too? Oh and pictures not done yet, hehe!]

My blog seem so dead.

Hi. It's been more than a week. Time seriously pass fast. I can't believe it! I have already clearly forgotten what I did on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. I don't bother thinking back too, kinda lazy to do so. As for yesterday, which is Friday, I remember! After school, don't know where to go so Felicia and I decide to head home straight instead. Think both of us are tired to head to anywhere else. Anyway, home is always the best place right? Maybe not? Maybe yes? Depends on individuals. So yup, back home:) Had my lunch then shower and sleep for 45 minutes, in between with phone calls waking me up for every 15 minutes! Make me can't sleep properly. Wake up and watch Alvin and the chipmunks. I watched that for like more than 5 times already but don't know why, I will never get bored of it. Too cute:) Enchanted and Ratitulette(the rat that cook, spelling not right.) is another kind of show that I'm able to watch more than 5 times without getting sick of it! After the show, facebook! Help me kill time:) Then called up Paul Kanan, but that silly didn't pick up nor reply my message! Thought he wanted to trick me to Tampines Inter when he is not even there! But nope, he didn't. He called back around 6+ telling me his phone went dead and swop with his friend's battery. And hurry me to Tampines Inter but still, I take my own sweet time, afraid that he won't turn up later. But his message don't look fake, he keep asking me faster faster. Quickly have my dinner off to Tampines Inter. Because of him, I ate very little for dinner! I was so hungry at night! Met him already then decided to take shutter bus to Ikea. Ages since I last saw him! I think the main point to Ikea was because of Hot dog. There selling combo(drink and hot dog) for I think 2.00/2.50. So cheap and he make me treat him! For me I ate Ice cream while waiting for him to finish up his food. He said I ate like a little girl with the cream dripping all over! He's really a GOOD entertainer! The moment I met him I realise I can't stop smiling/laughing! He always bring joy to me! After Ikea met his friend at Tampines Mac then void deck to chit chat til 11.30 and back home. Oh ya saw Choo Qilong too! I feel so bad that I avoid him... But I was really shock and shy:( So sorry. Maybe meeting him later? Don't know don't know... Bye! Need to start preparing myself now! Pictures tonight?:)
[I feel happy for you even I only know you indirectly. Hope both of you last long:) Given up. And I miss Paul Kanan much!!!!!!! Grr.]

Woohoo, I just love you like mad!(Wordy post, so sorry!)

One thing I got to say about you is, AWESOME. Yes I am sure you are. And not only I think so? I think a lot of others think so too. I hope you don't forget me whenever you know someone new. You know I'll get jealous and I am easily jealous! So every step you taking, I'm watching. You better don't do things that disappoint me k! Because I had you only as my best girlfriend. No one understands me like you do, no one know my silly acts like you do too. I love making myself a joke to you because I love seeing you smile. Your smile brighten my day, hehe:)(Sounds like Imma les) Smile more ok! I hate seeing you being upset over small things like r/s problem or whatever other problem. Life is full of ups and downs, that's why life suck. But I just want you to know that I will definitely always be there for you no matter what, I swear. I know you already found a right partner that you trust/love the most and will also share your problems with. I think there is no harm having another right? I also know you got a lot more other girlfriends to pay attention on. BUT I JUST WANT THE MOST ATTENTION! I am not sure if you trust me, but I trust you. I will never hide things from you unless I got no choice. Whatever I had in mind that I'm unhappy with it, I usually choose to voice out to you. I got no one I really trust to turn up to but you. I have to say this 2 years getting to know you was fantastic. You bring joy to me. All your foolish acts just make me want to laugh every single time. I really can't find any words to describe you. No such words can describe how important you are to me! Grr, you got me so addicted to you!!! I miss you though I see you almost everyday and we just met 2 hours ago! I hope you see this and write back something nice uh! If not I take it as you don't love me. But it's impossible because YOU LOVE ME. Hehe! HAPPY 24TH MONTH, I LOVE YOU TO THE MAX. I'm greedy, kindly love me more than HIM(WJ). Please la how long you know him?! Cannot compare man. Muacks!!! And stop blogging about how special he is to you, START BLOGGING ABOUT HOW PRECIOUS AM I TO YOU, NOW ONCE YOU SAW THIS.
To: Felicia Lee Jing Tian ^
[You're such a bitch. Yes you. I think you are just doing certain things on purpose which I don't give a fuck damn about it but I have to because you just keep appearing. And your boyfriend better shut his mouth. I have heard things that really pissed me off. All thanks to your's. I know I can't mind about this but you are TOO irritating walking past for like countless time. Wonder is there gold in the toilet. Bring your own mirror la. Budget.](If you feel that it is you then it is you, I didn't list down names so you can't comfirm anything) Upload pictures soooooooooooooooon:) Aww, endless of work to do!!! Night:) 130108-1301__ It just keep carry on!

Opps it's 10 today...

Top and bottom picture got something strange if you notice. Look harder!

Hey. Yesterday was such a tiring day. And I'm seriously getting fatter! I ate so much yesterday! More than everyday. Korean food(mommy), Fast food(love), Western food(daddy). From 1-7.30. In between met love(Felicia) at Bugis! She purposely train to city hall because she can't wait to see me! I know without you saying:) Hehe! Actions speaks louder than words! Bad hair day yesterday:( Damn, Imma fat pig. Tips for losing weight, anyone?! Oh and how can I grow vertically instead of horizontally? I need help please!:( I just finish my school's work and tuition AM's work! Finally. But I still got tuiton MA work to do... Sick of maths! Who agree maths suck?! Grr. I am losing my voice! What is happening? I want back my 'sweet' voice!!! Life suck. Ok now another topic. I can't stand every shit that you and you do. See it? I said shit. I describe you and you did as shit. Yes you and you might think I'm jealous? But hell no. I'm just wasting my time if I do so. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE I HATE YOU. Fuck off bitch from my sight and I meant it!!!!!! You know I shouldn't have even talk about this, but I can't help myself from avoiding this topic. How can I forget today is 10? I really want to but I really CAN'T. So don't blame me bitch. Is not like you never gone through this. You should know how I'm feeling now.If you don't, you're dumb. I kinda feel bad now. I don't know why. Maybe I am just forcing myself to hate you when I don't? Will I forget MDCN next month 10th? Hope so... Good bye:) Don't know when will I touch the keyboard again, hehe.
[我总是心太软，把所有的东西自己抗。]
REMINDER: 3 more days to...............................................................................2 years with SOMEONE I LOVE DEEPLY! FLJT(FWJT) ALSO AS KNOWN AS FOJT I LOVE YOU FOREVER! HAHA I KNOW YOU WILL KILL ME ONCE YOU SEE THAT, MUACKS:-*

Weak.

Hi. Today I was almost late for school, but manage to make it at last. All thanks to the people ahead me started running, if not think I won't bother running too. First period was PE. Torturing. Mr OY make us run 4 rounds and each round must do don't know how many push ups & sit ups! Grr. The rest of the periods was ok. None of it make me wanna fall asleep:) NO AM AND MA TODAY! HEHE, SHE CAN'T PICK ON ME~~~:-p After school home straight. As I still have tuition at 2pm! No time to rest! And because I got not much time, I have take 2-3 bites and force it down my throat! KILLER KILLER! I can't even cope with MA, so tell me how am I gonna cope with AM?! Think when I'm having tuiton, I'm actually half-asleep. I just do my work blindly. My tuitor can't even stand! BUT WHAT CAN I DO HUH? I'M A SLOW LEARNER WHAT. YES I KNOW I'M SLOW IN EVERYTHING. Everyone thinks so too. I know. So after tuition I get myself prepare and head to great world for dinner:) Two thumps up! One word, delicious. I gotta go now, so fucking tired. Tomorrow: Paragon. 11am. Dental Studio. Maybe meeting Joe? I don't knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Night guys!
[I don't know what am I thinking. Sick. And you. Shut the fuck up.]





Oh and by the way, HAPPY 1 YEAR 11 MONTHS! Real fast. Hitting 2 years soon! To: Janan.

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