Hi blogger. I don't know how to describe my feelings now!!!!!! I am feeling happy but at the same time feeling kinda stress! Grr. My birthday is coming!!!! Happy happy! Hehe! Yesterday love(Felicia) didn't attend school! What the fuck. Loner. Lucky got HY talk cock with me. Haha! Every time when she talk cock, me and love(Felicia) will keep hold back our laughter! Behind her back, we laugh out loud. I know I'm bad. But what she talking really make no sense la! She really thinks I'm a 3 year old kiddo. Gosh. Ignore her for now. Met my precious baby yesterday! MISS HIM SO MUCH! Him, me and K went whitesand for lunch and at the same time waiting for C;) K understands C very well! K thinks that C will either say she's hungry or she wants to smoke for her first sentence and C really did say one of it! Haha! While waiting for C, got bite by quite a number of stupid mosquito! But baby say cannot scratch! No choice must tolerate. Went home at 8. Felt so uncomfortable. I think yesterday was my first time out with school uni for so long! And yay tomorrow get the see baby again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So fucking happy!!!!!!!!!!! The thought of it makes my heart jump faster! Hehe I love Algin Ng muchie:-* Nights gotta call him now!
[If I ain't got you, baby...]

Hi blogger. I just suddenly feel like doing a short update. I don't feel good now. Actually from one hour ago. I shouldn't have been to that website but I have already been. Though it's the past, but I don't know why the moment I take a look and stare at it for a few seconds, tears just filled up my pair of eyes.......................................... I miss you, A-N. I REALLY DO. Why do my parents pick to live in Tampines!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????? I DON'T WANT TO BE THAT FAR AWAY FROM A-N.............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................. I LOVE A-N SO FUCKING MUCH. Nights.
[I wonder if you miss me every minute, because I miss you every second.]

It's been 8 days... Last week was a busy week. Due to CNY! Collect not much I think. I have not open almost all of my red packet yet. I'm waiting for my birthday to open it all up!!!! Left 9 more days to my birthday! Last year was horrible. This year I hope not. But don't know why, at first I was not really looking forward to my birthday. I hope I just skip that day. Now no:) I lost quite a lot of $ in blackjack with my family. I was not unhappy about it. Anyway I won it back from C's! Hehe! And I have to thank F & C! If not, I won't have known A. Met A, C, C's on Friday. Keep forcing F to accompany me but she didn't! It's ok, I understand! Now not same already, SOMEONE GOT BF ALREADY WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!! Lucky enough, C didn't ps me:):):) Night mrt back together. The distance seem shorter when someone is there to chat with you! When you're alone, it takes forever!!!!!!!! And I lost my ez link on Friday's night! Fuck. So fucking troublesome. On Saturday. I suppose to go for my dental appointment but end up cancelled because I'm late. Afternoon accompany daddy to his friend's house collect red packet! Then eat curry and tom yam with bee hoon:) Actually I don't want eat, then daddy keep forcing me to eat then ok I eat. After eating meet Algin again!!!!:):):) Then C and C's came GP for like about an hour and half and left for dinner. Then A and I went carpark to chat. Chat-take pic-cab to FEP. The funny thing is, A told me his daddy cook curry and tom yam! Just nice is what I ate in the afternoon!!!!!! Coincidence!!!!!!!!! Ok that's all:)
[I miss Algin Ng much! But he miss Ashley Seah more!]


Daddy's little foot:)


Reunion dinner!




Blue dress: first day of CNY.
Pink clothes: second day of CNY.

Hi blogger. I guess no one is reading it. But it's ok. Anyway this is just my personal space where I blog about myself and I, not for others to read. So... Er I can't really remember what I did this whole week. Monday I think went 18 chef with Felicia, Huiwen, Rachel, Jonathan and R's for my first time. That place reminds me of him! I could not remember what I did recently but I could remember what I did with him last year! It was E's birthday so I suppose to accompany him to 18 chef for E's birthday celebration but I didn't because of another reason(lazy to elaborate). But I did met him a while at east point!!!!!!!! He look so super handsome please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Grr. Forget it forget it! I thought I shouldn't talk about that! Oh back to Monday. 18 chef suck big time. Seriously the service was like AMAZING not la! Burn that place. Next, Tuesday. I can't remember a thing. Wednesday. I only remember got CNY performance. Thursday. Tiring!!!! Friday. From Bedok-Lavender-ION-Lavender-Home:) Yesterday night, watch 3 eps of HMS. I was already very sleepy but can't help the drama make me wanna keep watching! Got terrible blocked-nose due to too much crying! I think I am putting too much feelings into HMS while watching. I suddenly remember something! S and J said that I like to imagine things! I like to put myself in every example. Like, when I watch HMS, I imagine myself in the drama/if this happens to me. Silly me! Why am I always imagining so much??????? And lastly today. I woke up at 12+. Ate at 1+. 2 start watching HMS until now:) Another boring Saturday! Got to finish all my homework today no matter what! Stress!!!!!!!!:( Enjoy your reunion dinner later everyone:)
[I hope it remain this way. But that makes me lonely. Fuck.]

Afternoon people!!!!!!! My pair of eyes felt so heavy. I just cried a lot again. I slept at 4+ last night due to HMS! Two thumbs for that drama! Seriously such a awesome one. I never like watching drama. From yesterday, I totally love it! I specially woke up at 10 for HMS too! Poor me slept for only 6 hours! And HMS keep making me cry and laugh at the same time! When I woke up today, I look into the mirror. I was shock. My right eye look swollen. No it don't look swollen, it is. Have been crying too much last night. My parents said I'm crazy. What is there to cry for? But I really can't stop crying. The drama is on, my tears just kept falling. Good one. Not forgetting, watching HMS was the first thing I did when I woke up. It's not brushing my teeth/wash face. The drama seems to be more important, hehe:) As I don't know when will I be able to watch again after today. No time. Now I have to walk over to Granny's house for my lunch. After lunch, maybe to T1 for my stuffs and also accompany my lovely cousin to get her's:) So hungry!!!!! Have a nice day k!:)
[Ok I have to admit she suits you best... Great choice:)]

Hi hi:) Today is the 6th day of the month, haha! Someone must be missing someone badly wor! Think you must be kinda moody today? So am I. Only YOU know what I mean. I am so confused. I can't make up my mind!!!!!!!! I got nothing to blog about today but yesterday. Today I spent my precious time tidying up my room and brother's room. Hope he appreciate what I've done and not mess things up again. By then it should be 4+. Read my dairy. I find myself so silly in 09. Begging and crying over guys! I swear I won't anymore! I don't beg for you. You beg for me. After reading my dairy, HOMEWORK! Didn't mange to do A maths I think. So hard. The moment I read the question, I immediately put my pen down and keep the homework. I'll just copy in school on Monday. The best solution:) And just now I just saw a group of indians dancing to the music, the way they dance. I can't resist myself from laughing! I know whenever I bad mouth someone, something bad will happen to me. And the very next minute, I almost slip down a slope but lucky enough I balance myself!!!!!!!!!! Thank god:) Oh back to yesterday. Did my shopping with my dearest parents:) Spent a lot! Happy happy, very happy! Bought one piece of shirt. Cost ~!@#$%^&*. Daddy's stuffs cost 4/5 times my piece of shirt!!!! But new year what, so I think it's kinda worth it:) I am lazy to post pictures now. Shall do it some other time:) Bye, it's my drama time hehe:-p
[Valentine's day is coming!!!!! Girl's bestfriend, roses/diamonds!]

I never seem to learn from my mistakes...

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THIS DON'T WORK, I STILL LIKE HIM!!!!! I DON'T KNOW IS THAT THE GAP BETWEEN US NOW. WE DON'T SEEMS TO TALK MUCH/NICELY ANYMORE!!!!!!! LIFE SUCK.
[How can I always get into this?! I can't concentrate in class now. It just take one mistake, things could just turn up in another way.]