Short update. Not in the mood for pictures. I feel fucking fucked up now. This is the best place to type everything out! At least after typing I will feel much better. Today I didn't really message A much. The conversation among us are getting lesser. I don't like it. I fucking hate it when we don't message! Yes I can't blame A for not messaging me. I mean he is sleeping, so how could he message me? I know he needs to sleep, who don't? But don't he think is too much?! Or is it just me that think so? I don't know. I just hate it when A overslept!!!!!! He don't message me. Which means he don't miss me(I am just putting words in your mouth again, sorry!). He is sleeping. Which means he can't message me. I should not expect much. I should have just spend my time messaging/talking to him when he is awake. Because once he sleep, I don't know when will he be waking up. I think I can't sleep early every night anymore. I need to spend my time on him! It's ok that I give up my sleeping time for A, but I just want A to know what I've for him and maybe do the same if it's possible. No one knows what the fuck am I talking now. No one knows what am I so upset about. Just hope A knows! And I think sometimes girls said something they don't meant because we just wants you guys's attention. But you guys always get easily pissed off. Never mind never mind. I understand I understand. I am not you, you am not me. I love you. All ever I ask for was your love/care/time. If it's too much for you, I just want your love then. I love you deep down baby...
[PLEASE SAY YOU SAY UNDERSTAND THIS. I MISS YOU VERY MUCH.]
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