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OMG I JUST READ XX'S BLOG. Because I was told by Celestine that she blogs about her eye surgery yesterday. To be frank, I always wanted an eye surgery when I'm older. I hate my eyes. The worst thing is, my friends around me mostly have big eyes/double eye lid. Including my own bf. Life suck. But after reading her blog, I ALMOST PUKE. I can't believe that it would be so disgusting. I thought you know once you get your surgery done immediately you will look good. I have never thought of the recovery... how badly it swells... I keep eee. I even shout for my daddy. I said I'm very scared, I really want an eye surgery to achieve wawa eyes!!!!!!!!!!! But daddy you take a look at all this pics... He replied NO, don't do la. You see wa lao so ugly. Don't do la, listen to daddy. Then I show him how it look like after the recovery... He got speechless. After the recovery, the eyes look damn pretty. So do you think it's worth it??? Should I get it when I'm older?????? Forget it, blog about something else. Today very suay again. I accidentally tear my art piece. OMG must re draw again! Cb fuck my life. Buh bye, tomorrow celebrating love(Felicia Lee)'s b'day! Readers if you don't know her, do add her up in FB to wish her happy b'day on 6th July. If you know her, no excuse not to wish her! I bet with her that more than 100 people will wish her:) Be one of the 100:):):)
[Words can't bring me down]

I thought today I am able to upload some picts. But don't know why blogger is being such a bitch. I'm using an old model phone now. I just send baby crystal for repair about 2 days ago??? So sad... I think I'm fucking suay this week! Thursday I did something really stupid. I've repeat this story to 2 of my friends. On Thursday, my classmate ask me to accompany her to the toilet. At first I say don't want la... Then I pause and think... Aiya always I want go toilet she will also accompany me. So I agree. So when she was in one of the cubical, I was waiting outside. She went in for like 3-4 mins? While waiting I thought of locking one of the cubical with a coin. Too bad my pocket is empty. Ok not empty, baby crystal's memory card was inside. I left it in my pocket the day before. Being fucking stupid... I used the small little memory card to try to lock the door. AND IT BROKE. I was like WHAT THE FUCK... OMG... Never mind that is one matter. Then today I do something stupid again... I saw a cat under my dad's car. I MEOW very loudly and stomp my foot hardly on the ground and chase the cat. AND I ALMOST FALL. Even my dad thinks I'm really stupid... He asked why am I scaring the cat? I replied I don't know FOR FUN LO haha. Seriously what am I thinking????????????????? I'M THE STUPIDEST OF ALL. Grr. And today I was late for school! Of all the days in the week, WHY FRIDAY?? I skip breakfast. I skip having fun in class. I skip what teacher is teaching in class. I wrote 1000 words essay. SUAY HOR?! But but but... I'm happy that I just won 25$. Suppose to be 50$ but split with daddy:):):) Yay!!!!!!! Lucky didn't bet on brazil!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE MY DADDY!!!!!!!!! Good night:) I'm waking up early tomorrow.
[I've given you too much, I'm taking back my love.]

I'm feeling sleepy now. I bet when I lie on my bed, I just can't fall asleep. Yesterday was like the "first day of school". Some of my subject's teacher change:( How sad. I prefer the old ones. I get to see my love(Felicia). We talked a lot. Beginning of the first period, 2 idiots hit me with newspaper by purpose! DM walk into my class suddenly. He didn't yelled at me for bringing sweet drinks to class:) Then check love's bag, found nothing. Love said he's against her. I think so too. After school, LONG JOHN for lunch! And lastly homey. As for today, love did not attend school because she was drenched. Poor me:( But it's ok it's ok at least I got someone to talk cock with:) Have to do self intro for GEOG. I so shy lo. When it's my turn I keep ask my friend go first. But I still go first. When I said my name is Ashley. My classmates shout :"SEAH" And everyone LOL. When my teacher asked what I did for June holiday... One of my classmate answered for me. She go jurong lo, find her boyfriend everyday lo. Then I LOL. Such a lovely class! That's all for today:) By the way, I downgrade my phone FOR A SHORT WHILE.
(I'm sick of waiting for your replies/messages... Can we message more???

It's 4am now. I am not even close to sleepy. A lot of things is running through my mind. I get moody very easily now. Hope you understand me. I admit I'm causing the arguement between us. I just want to protect myself. I don't want you to step over me. I respect you, so what about you? Muacks dear:-*



Lots of love,
ASHLEY
[Just gonna stand there and watch me burn. But that's alright because I like the way it hurts.]

So now you don't trust a word I said. I said I don't meant that way. You make it sound like as if I am lying. Why would I wanna lie? Seriously I don't even know why am I feeling so fucked up now. I really cannot explain how I feel. I don't want to type too much here. I don't want you to misunderstood again. I hate arguing with you. I feel like dying. It's been a bad day today. Pls forgive me and let me have a good sleep. OMG..............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................WHAT IS WRONG????????????????????????? Good night. I love you.
[Don't push too far.]

I'm back from Taiwan just yesterday:) Kinda don't feel like coming back... I don't like it there but at least when I'm there, there's nothing for me to worry about. School open next week! I miss school. I am so bored now. I am not in the mood to blog about "trip to Taiwan". My bf and I don't talk much. No love messages. No feelings at all. I really wish I don't have to be back here. I miss being in different hotel for 8 days. I think I should just play some games and search for movie(s) to watch later. HAO MEN AH!(so bored ah)

My life will suck without you

I won't be updating this space for a week. So to the ones reading this, do miss me:) I hope any girl out there don't mess with my bf. And I hope my bf won't mess with any bitches. This post will be wordy. I love typing. But I know readers hate reading wordy posts. I don't expect anyone to read this... EXCEPT: Algin Ng. Celestine Heng. Felicia Lee. Start from Felicia Lee, this school holiday is pulling us apart. Now we don't talk as much as we does. I miss you very much. You might be thinking "Aiya now got Algin and Celest, still need/miss me meh?" Yes I will always need/miss you. I know you the longest among 3. You know me better than them. 2 days ago was our 2 years 6 months. I thought we're meet up for neoprint. Guess I don't have the time, neither do you. I am glad that you said you will miss me when I change my pm. Really didn't expect that:) Can't wait to school reopen:) So can spend more time with you, draw and gossip/spot girl's panties/shorts together during art, giggle when HY talk cock and lastly had lunch after school:) I FEEL LIKE EATING FROLICK NOW! OREA TOPPING! Hehe:) Must eat with me again ok:)? Now Celestine Heng, pls help me look out see if he flirt! Also remind my silly to read the letters day by day not all at one shot... cannot finish up FA cookies(remind him to also drink plenty of water)... eat the lollipops I gave one per day! PLS HELP ME REMIND HIM, THANKS:) Don't over work k you. Though I know you love working. Spend some time thinking of me:) Preferred before you sleep:) So that I'll be the last person you thought of:) Hehe:) Usually when you quarrel with Kerry I'll console you now I'm not there for you I am sorry I can't do the consoling. Avoid all the silly arguements ok:) I don't want you to shed a single tear when I'm not around. Unless it's tears of joy:P Love you as much and and I won't forget to get you the nicest bag I spot k! Take good care of youself:)

Algin Ng Rui Xiang:
I've said this for a few times but I'm still saying this because I want this to get into your brain! Remember to read the letters day by day not all at one shot!!!! Cannot finish up FA cookies! Don't try to cheat me ok:( And everyday must eat one lollipop! Like that you won't forget me:) I really don't want you to forget me or don't miss me. Don't miss me=forget me. So pls ok MUST MISS ME ALL THE TIME. No matter how much fun I am having over there, you won't had the chance to escape from my heart/mind. You meant so dear to me... No I cannot lose you. Though sometimes I really wish I can dump you but at the end of the day I always realise I need you badly. It's not that I can't without you, or else I'll be dead by now. Is just that I don't want to live without you. No words can explain how I felt about you. You know I never like you to compare me with any of your ex. I love you not more than your mom but at least more than any of your ex. But since you said it's the fact that I'm just like them. Then maybe I think I have not done my job well. I've tried all ways to be your favourite girl... I'm actually that kind that hate spending money on bf. You're different. I find that there is a need to pamper you. I treat you like how you treat Nugget. You give him sweets, I give you sweets. He grr, you grr. Just like him hor??? Haha! I surely miss you and Nugget a lot. You both are the cutest pet I ever had. LOL. I would have type more if I had the time... But how much I type has the same meaning. Just wanna prove how much I love/miss you when I'm over there. I hope you appreciate all I have done for you. Take xtra care! Don't do things that disappoint me k. Love you most <3